I Just Want To Sell Out My Fun歌词

I Just Want To Sell Out My Funeral - The Wonder Years
Clear the apartment.
I plan on collapsing and I could have sworn I heard a car door slam.
I m stuck at the corner of grinding teeth and stomach acid,
All alone under a soft rain and streetlamp.
I spent my life weighed down by a stone heart,
Drowning in irony and settling for anything.
Somewhere down the line all the wiring went faulty.
I m scared sh*tless of failure and I m staring out at where I wanna be.
I just want to sell out my funeral.
I just want to be enough for everyone.
I just want to sell out my funeral.
Know that I fought until the lights were gone.
I m walking through harbors and churchyards.
I felt the snow crack under my feet.
I ll stay thankful for mild winters, for every shot I got at anything.
I ll blame the way that I was brought up or the flaws that I was born with
Or the mistakes that I ve made; they re all just f*cking excuses.
So bury me in the memories of my friends and family.
I just need to know that they were proud of me.
I just want to sell out my funeral.
I just want to be enough for everyone.
I just want to sell out my funeral.
Know that I fought until the lights were gone.
Oh, we all wanna know.
Where d the American dream go?
Did you give up and go home?
Am I here alone?
Oh, when the credits roll,
I ll watch as the screen glows;
The moments when I choked, all the fears that I ve outgrown.
At least I hope so.
I was just happy to be a contender.
I was just aching for anything.
And I used to have such steady hands
But now I can t keep em from shaking.
Oh I m sorry I...
I m sorry I don t laugh at the right times.

Is this what it feels like with my wings clipped?
I m awkward and nervous.
I m awkward and nervous.
I m awkward and nervous.
I m awkward and nervous.
But I was kind of hoping you d stay.
I was kind of hoping you d stay.
I was kind of hoping you d stay.
I need you to stay.
Oh, god, could you stay?
I need you to stay.
I need you to stay.
I need you.
If I m in an airport and you re in a hospital bed,
Well then, what kind of man does that make me?
If I m in an airport and you re in a hospital bed,
Well then, what kind of man does that make me?
If I m in an airport, if I m in an airport
What kind of man does that make me?
What kind of man does that make me?
What kind of man does that make me?
I know how it feels to be at war with a world that never loved me.
know how it feels to be at war with a world that never loved
All we had were hand me-downs.
know how it feels to be at war with a world that never loved
All we had was good will.
Two blackbirds on a highway sign
Are laughing at me here with my wings clipped.
I m staring up at the sky
But the bombs keep f*cking falling.
There s no devil on my shoulder;
He s got a rocking chair on my front porch
But I won t let him in.
No, I won t let him in.

Cause I m sick of seeing ghosts
And I know how it s all gonna end.
There s no triumph waiting.
There s no sunset to ride off in.
We all want to be great men
And there s nothing romantic about it.
I just want to know that I did all I could with what I was given. 编辑于2013/08/06更新