I sit here clutching useless lists 
Keys for doors that dont exist 
I crack my teeth on pearls 
Tear into the history 
Show me what it means to me 
In this world ya in this world 
Cause i am due for a miracle 
Im waiting for a sign 
Stare straight into the sun 
And i wont close my eyes 
Untill i understand or go blind 
I see the parts but not the whole 
Study saints and scholars both 
But no perfect plan unfurls 
Do i trust my heart or just my mind 
Why is truth so hard to find in this world 
Ya in this world 
Cause i am due for a miracle 
Im waiting for a sign 
Stare straight into the sun 
And i wont close my eyes 
Untill i understand or go blind 
I know that theres a point i missed 
A shrine or stone i haven t kissed 
A scar that never graced my wrist 
A mirror that hasn t met my fist 
But i can t help feeling like