I Hate New Years歌词

It's January 1st 2021
And I'm in my feelings
And I just wanna rap
**** a hook
Yeah, why do I feel like I'm depressed
I feel like my whole life is a mother****ing stress
Sometimes I see the news and wish that I could die next
It's a crippling feeling that most could never digest
Every January 1st I don't wanna wake up
That's the day I met this girl who totally ****ed me up
Mentally, the PTSD's hurt and all of it sucks
It left a hole chest that money can't cover up
Was never enough, I felt it deep in my bones
Always feeling disconnected, always glued to my phone
Tired of fakes friends, I cut them off so now I'm alone
They don't love me for me they only love me cuz I'm known
I got fans who support me and wanna see me win
But I feel like a loser Im a need a bottle of gin
I made a million dollars but there's nothing to give
If there's a god, tell me where has he been
I been searching for real
Every new years, I get in my feels
Cuz I hate the way that I ****ing feel
I got scars that don't heal
It's a new year but it's the same pain in my heart
And that's a hurt thats gon' stick with me still
I wonder if real love is something that I can find
In a world full a fakes who keep wasting my time
I been questioning my faith and I'm loosing my mind
If god is real then show me sign编辑于2024/01/15更新