I was so much an outcast, no one ever liked me ‘cause I wasn‘t wanted. I was so different from the rest of ‘em all fucked up on the drugs, from all the speed and I never got no sleep ‘cause I kept on trippin‘ over what they said and everything that my mom said made me mad and everything that my dad said made me sad. Why am I even trying? I‘m crying it out , I‘m crying it out I cannot seem to keep from freaking out spinning ‘round, spinning ‘round I‘ve fallen down I cannot seem to keep from freaking out you keep shootin‘ those glances relating to the rawness of a fuckin lost kid trying so hard to become just like me talk like me, walk like me you keep tripping on everything i wear everytime I swear, even when it comes to my hair it seems like you don‘t have the time to relate to my kind I‘m not a dumb fool in your life why am I even trying I‘m crying out , I‘m crying out I cannot seem to kee编辑于2001/08/21更新