Sittin down right on my bedside Sleepless nights when i dont feel right Locked inside a dungeon can't you help me Isolated from my friends Swear this **** just never ends Feels like my body's growing colder Woke up in my own vomit last night Wish i was taken in my sleep, god help me I never found myself and maybe thats for the best Just tell me to look up but youre never understanding the view A world of liars they conspire on my every move I got the flu And im givin up My stomach hurts and im a mess Lie to my face, then call it quits My love for you wasn't adequate Existential, i'll never make it Trapped in infinity We're so small in the face of god, so shut the **** up and do your job It dont matter anyway Sometimes I wake up feeling impatient Loosing my head Aye lemme think a minute You don’t mother****in mother****in see the vision uh Yah yah lemme breathe a minute You ain’t gotta do the **** that you been doin to me **** you Yea I need to get my ass back home everytime I leave the house man I feel led on Wassupp wit that cut from front to back You don’t love me back no don’t act like that Come home drunk as **** jumping off the bridge **** that break my wrist And I don’t wanna go back home tonight Cuz I don’t wanna right my wrongs tonight So I just like conversations mean what they mean I hold back all this hatred Inside my dreams And I’m so sick with you and your so sick of me I can’t even breathe Nananananana nanananana Fall asleep inside your arms Kill anybody that means you harm Alcohol for breakfast lunch and dinner Downers just to numb the pain Drown all the voices inside my brain Toxic at our core, but we blame the world of course Im so sick of you Youre so sick of me Im so sick of you Youre so sick of me I can’t even breathe I can’t even breathe Soooooo ohhhhh I’m so sick of you Ive been singin sad songs since i was youngin Paint my nails black, then those ******* called me a ****** Now its cool to be sad, **** to be depressed Now im pissed off, straight up, blow my damn top off Lil spiders in the dark tellin me its alright I got bullets for you mother****ers tryna act tight Doin shows for a minute i can really say i did it Its a sick world we live in And im not sure i want to stay at all Im done I give up And my mind comes toppling down when I think of Getting out of bed And im so broken down, cannot be repaired Im so sick Im so tired Im so beaten down I dont wanna go, but i think i have to Why do we live like this And Why do we live like this I fell in love with your lips They're my worst enemy They're my worst enemy I fell in love at 17 I fell in love at 17 And now your opposite with me Sit with me Take my arms watch me bleed Take my eyes make me see I am so incomplete I am so incomplete I am so编辑于2023/12/21更新