作词 : Jelani Aryeh McCall/John Evans Kolbe/Devin Maurice Austin 作曲 : Jelani Aryeh McCall/John Evans Kolbe/Devin Maurice Austin This is all for show I can't sit and say that I'm not struggling To hold my weight and every single bone But the fall will soon approach And summer will escape Leaving me relatively warm And me losing more of form I swear this sabotage is reoccurring And yeah my retina blurring This set of horns that forming Ain't from my taurus portion Volume at the max My bodies bathing in distortion I lean on lyrics as a simple form of reassurance I'm off and medicating I should be meditating I blur the lines when i be dipping into different states And now my body's shaking While i go off and praying My spirit seeks an exit I'm hyperventilating I passed a dead hawk in fair banks ranch Image in a film of Gus van Sants Mid' October dusks approaches and diablo dances Lets some laughter out his mouth that n*gga sound like Frances Ha It's been a moment since I've been in awe I've grown accustomed to the same old thoughts Plaster pulls away my piece I think it's done its job I tend to always overthink until I'm not involved But I'll dance around my room And play my big sister solange 500 seniors at my school And only three black males to walk Funny how we're all interracial Thanks for the page in the yearbook Want you to know that I'm grateful but who am i kidding ? That sh*t feels like a milestone Elementary me would try to find a page that i was on Second grade on page thirty seven On the hill they cut me out but just enough where my hands in Switch those numbers round Skip eleven years and I'm standing I see my picture in print I'm really feeling the love And it makes me feel like a prince Riding with my white stallion And for now she's a Lexus Afro seen through the tint See the world cause it's precious This is all for show I can't sit and say that I'm not struggling To hold my weight and every single bone But the fall will soon approach And summer will escape Leaving me relatively warm And me losing more of form编辑于2023/12/19更新