作词 : zzx没想好AKA 作曲 : zzx没想好AKA 词&曲:zzx 编曲:KYRIEWOIO 制作:C_bbbbb v1:Confusion has been around me all the time这段时间以来,我一直感到困惑与迷茫 it makes me hesitate and makes me wonder how to move forward 我陷入了犹豫中,不知道该如何前进 My dreams and her eyes are stuck in my mind 脑海里满是未实现的梦想和她(My mom)期盼的目光 tryna say something but i can't find a word 如鲠在喉,说不出话 i often think about what kind of person i will be in the future 有时我会想我未来会成为怎样的人 a rapper or a moocher一个说唱歌手?或是一个乞丐? i don't care to be honest i wanna give up for once or twice 老实说,有几次想到这些烦心事…我甚至想要放弃了 told u that i am fine but u know that i am telling lies告诉身边的人我一切都好,但他们都知道我在撒谎 cause before that days really comes before i really grow up 而在我真正长大那一天之前 i have to live through many lonely nights我还要度过数不清的孤独的夜晚 then i just start to consider what i‘ve done over the years 每每我回想起过去几年里我做过什么的时候 what i‘ve gained what i‘ve lost我搞不清楚我到底获得了什么?又失去了什么? and how should i spend this long life 人生还有这么长 我要如何度过 how to commerate in days gone by 又该如何纪念过往 don't cry what happened to u 在我想落泪时 有个声音浮现在耳边:“你怎么了?” what makes u break down “什么让你崩溃” i guess you‘re missing home right? “或许你只是想家了” right there right here 烦恼无处不在 It entangles you like a nightmare 像个梦魇一样缠绕着你 You want to find a direction to work hard, no more decadence Especially when you see your parents’ gray hair 你想要找到个方向,并为之努力,不再蹉跎时光。 尤其是当你看到父母的白发 You know you let too many people who have loved you down 你知道你让很多曾深爱你的人失望 Will you be ashamed when you go back to hometown 回到家乡时是否会对自己的一事无成感到羞愧 Have you ever seen the frown on your father's face 你是否看过父亲满面愁容 Have you ever heard the sound of your own voice 你是否听过自己内心的声音 Since childhood, you have done a lot of shit, so they criticized you ya ya 从小到大 你干过无数蠢事 所以大人批评你 Your life was terrible, now you try to make it right ya ya 现在你自己意识到自己的生活糟糕透了 于是想要作出改变 it is the time, stop acting like a child, you should fight 那就从现在开始,别再像个小屁孩一样懦弱了 Not just to prove yourself but to defeat all their spite 不只是为了证明自己自己 还要战胜那些对你的偏见和恶意 Expose all their lies 揭穿那些针对你的谎言 Then don't think too much We can all only live for once 然后别想这么多了 人都只能活这一次 I swear to do the best, even now I'm just a dunce 我的命运只由我掌控 不管现在如何 将来我一定会成为最好的 v2:Confusion has been around me all the time这段时间以来,我一直感到困惑与迷茫 it makes me hesitate and makes me wonder how to move forward 我陷入了犹豫中,不知道该如何前进 My dreams and her eyes are stuck in my mind 脑海里满是未实现的梦想和她(My mom)期盼的目光 tryna say something but i can't find a word 如鲠在喉,说不出话 i often think about what kind of person i will be in the future 有时我会想我未来会成为怎样的人 a rapper or a moocher一个说唱歌手?或是一个乞丐? i don't care to be honest i wanna give up for once or twice 老实说,有几次想到这些烦心事…我甚至想要放弃了 told u that i am fine but u know that i am telling lies告诉身边的人我一切都好,但他们都知道我在撒谎 cause before that days really comes before i really grow up 而在我真正长大那一天之前 i have to live through many lonely nights我还要度过数不清的孤独的夜晚 then i just start to consider what i‘ve done over the years 每每我回想起过去几年里我做过什么的时候 what i‘ve gained what i‘ve lost我搞不清楚我到底获得了什么?又失去了什么? and how should i spend this long life 人生还有这么长 我要如何度过 how to commerate in days gone by 又该如何纪念过往 don't cry what happened to u 在我想落泪时 有个声音浮现在耳边:“你怎么了?” what makes u break down “什么让你崩溃” i guess you‘re missing home right? “或许你只是想家了” When you haven’t experienced what happened to others, it’s pale to persuade others to be positive. 如果你不曾经历他人的生活,就不要自以为是地劝别人 “Life was a damn game”, as he said. Some people see it clearly but some people get stuck deep. 就像xxx说的,人生像个可悲的游戏,有人很清楚,有人却陷的很深 When you are faced with many choices, some people will stand your side , and some will stand on the opposite side 当你面对选择时,有人站在你这边,也有人站在对面。但最终做出选择的只有你自己。 tomorrow will be a brand new day 明天又是新的一天 so…have a good night 所以…晚安 你一定可以的,我也是。编辑于2023/12/19更新