Feel the weight in my age Should I drink and wilt right here When the rage has all lifted I'll still use hate to block my fears I see blue I've left oceans, I've left family No devotion Mixed up feelings bout existing Mostly anxious, of course broke Guess I'm angry Trying not to find a burner Destruct naturally Guess it's like that Curse on my back Only see black In my memories Guess it's like that Curse on my back Only see black In my memories I found religion in places it shouldn't be And I found beauty in faces I shouldn't see Found I was clinging to people I didn't need Found out I'd only be happy in my dreams Look at the stars Watching them die Spacial perspective of my life Smoke in the sky at midnight Drifting out like high-tide Wondering when's the highlight Of my low life When someone dies i get tongue tied Because my mind just holds on tight to the thought that every night Might be my last, wasn't built to last And the years go slow but the days go fast. And i can't move past the simple fact That the end won't wait, even if you pray Even if you cry Even if you beg We are all the same, In the way we hate, The way we love, At the end of the day we're all the Same编辑于2023/12/05更新