作词 : Hymnium 作曲 : Hymnium I'm sitting alone in a dark room No one's searching for me The one that should support me is asking what if I don't Every word I said could be a bullet While it turned to silence My stuffed animal would be my best friend He knows all my secrets He knows who I wanna be He knows how hard it is for my to hide to try not to cry for the truth I've carried for years Tell me how can I deny how can I lie There's something 'bout morality something 'bout my purity My whole system's collapsing to the ground Tell me how can I calm down If only black and white deserves to be empathized Then tell me what's the point of me to be born in between begging for mercy While all I'm thinking is to be a pearl in a tainted dark sea Sailing in the night Take me to the sun While my tears they dry Blocked from the daylight It's outta my sight I'm standing on a collapsing stage This world won't stop spinning for me The creation of me feels like a curse Overthinking flood in in the darkness with nostalgia Wish I had a time machine编辑于2023/09/06更新