[01:05.11]Lying in a dark corner [01:10.42] [01:12.54]The black candle light is dying out [01:17.93] [01:19.19]Trying to refuse this suffering [01:27.65] [01:28.90]As coldness burns my pale naked flesh [01:33.46] [01:34.58]I faced my fears a thousand times [02:01.14]Endless doubts [02:03.28]Life of paranoia [02:07.70]I try to find a way out [02:15.77]From this state of suicidal urge [02:23.82] [02:57.43]I watch with empty eyes the blade [03:04.04] [03:04.64]As tears begin to fall down my face [03:13.60]Another night alone with myself [03:21.09]At one with melancholy and depression [03:29.81] [04:13.74]I bleed because the dark is near [04:21.66]I cry as i realize you can' t be here [04:29.82]I need to caress your skin in the night [04:38.12]But now my only friend remains this knife [04:46.93]Why must i live with these fears? [04:54.57]I know my only tragedy is my mind [05:02.68]Sometimes i think i'm wasting all the joys [05:10.53]And with this bitter thought i fear to die [05:18.40] [05:51.04]I feel so jaded now, so far away [05:59.33]I can't face next morning with this pain [06:06.79]Another cut lacerates my flesh [06:14.61]Sometimes i think it will be the last [06:23.03]I'm only trying to objectivate this hate [06:30.87]I prove towards myself and life itself [06:39.06]I only need to watch these fifty wounds [06:47.36]I opened upon my body in the night [06:55.49] [07:27.24]I only need to stop these sick death thoughts [07:35.72]And cry for joy when you'll be here again [07:42.24]I'll watch you sleeping naked at my side [07:51.55]I'll kiss you and this blood will stop to flow [07:59.99] [10:24.42]Everyone can kill himself one day [10:32.40]Life brings pain and suffering on our way [10:39.97]Cut your wrists, it's simpler than it seems [10:47.63]But in death you'll know... [10:53.90]Disheartenment wins [11:06.06] [11:02.94] 编辑于2023/05/11更新