作词 : Alex O'Connor 作曲 : Alex O'Connor Yeah I don't know where to start How do you admit that you're falling apart I mean how will I admit that I'm falling apart My mother's gonna worry but I'm fine in my heart I've lived the words that I've said And I live with a voice That tends to tell me that I'm **** in my head Well maybe I should **** it and be happy instead I should just say **** it and be happy instead right right Cus' there's a lot of people try to tell me how to deal with myself But I'm not gonna listen if you mention my health I don't care Don't tell me and don't text me 'Cos that kind of **** upsets me just kind of affects me It's bringing me down and I'm not gonna lie These days I prefer to just not be outside And these days I just end up spending all of my time With my girlfriend but to be honest I think that's alright 'Cos time keeps rollin' and I'm just makin' songs I'm doing my best Still find myself stressed And I'm no longer sure where I belong I'm starting to rust Don't know who to trust Don't trust anyone not even me Some people concentrate on style too much But I think I just force myself to smile too much And I should zoom in for the best I wanna live my life with no stress Love life and feel blessed like It's kind of funny on the inside I'm tryin' to be a man but really I'm just a little child **** And that's pretty much it Yeah that's pretty much it Is there anything else Oh yeah My jaw hurts a lot because I grind it with stress mhm I was an idiot recently and lost a lot of my friends naw Nothing brings me joy and nothing makes me smile Being at school makes me aware of how I haven't been myself in awhile oh And I wonder what it was like to be 11 Wonder if there's such a thing as life after death Such a thing as heaven why Every now and then I think about the fact That I'd become a legend if I died at 27编辑于2023/03/27更新