I can't sober up Quick enough to think about this with a level head Nothing's black or white Take a closer look and tell me what the hell you find Always ******* up My heart is buried underneath the things we left behind Loving you is tough But I'd say that all the **** was worth it in the end Can you say the same? And can we work this out? We're headed towards some darker days But people find out some different ways To cope with the ****** up **** inside our brains Now the fire's rage As I sit back and waste away She show me how to live without sorrow Baby I don't love you I was sippin' out the bottle Every breath I take in slower Cause ***** I never cared You know I'm used to cold shoulders You know I can't think about that night Cause every day there's a brand new lie (i know my worth) Yeah, I'm a ******* burden (damn) She smoking back to back I got the Jack, it's going fast I feel the weight up on my chest The pressure, 'bout to snap Anything we had and anything we promised (This isn't gonna work, and I'm just being honest) I can't see a thing that I don't like about you But you will Right now I can't But you will You know, you will think of things And I'll get bored, and feel trapped Because that's what happens with me I felt the sting of the nicotine As I beckon it in by a limousine Supplement the sorrow With a side effect of libertine Worship it like an *********** Blessin' my skin with the deader sheen Show it off behind a wall You built to bribe my demons to reconvene Inside my head on my shoulders I no longer fear getting older All that the lies that you fed me Have beaten me bitter And hardened my heart like a boulder It's colder Colder than ice Ice that will shatter and break the beholder There's not enough hunger to heat it back up So I sit by the smoulder and smolder Now I don't sleep Won't make a peep Maybe a splash of the tears That I paint on the sheets Were we used to meet Now all of the space that we shelter together I find incomplete Can't leave my bed Can't even eat Can't look at myself without owning defeat I'm stuck with a mess of a head And a heart that just won't ******* beat Look, the way you left me got me jealous of the firewood Couldn't leave this earth through spirits Hopefully the pyre should You saved me at a time when I had nothing to inspire good But when you left, you crushed me in a way only a liar could Don't play the ******* victim编辑于2023/03/25更新