Drowning - Jay Brannan It's four A M again Father forgive me this sin Uncomfortable in this life yeah I can't put down this knife yeah I'm carving words in my arms baby Hey scars are part of my charm maybe I need the touch of a hand This isn't what I had planned I need relief from this life I wanna slip away into the night Don't wanna see the sun again But can't get swallowed up by this tragic whirlwind I wish the ocean was warm I feel like drowning I'm losing my faith in me I can't remember the last time I felt free From voices inside my head When I taste liberation They just feed me fear instead You say I'm out of control At least I still have a soul No I don't need your advice Some compassion would be nice I need relief from this life I wanna slip away into the night Don't wanna see the sun again But can't get swallowed up by this tragic whirlwind I wish the ocean was warm I feel like drowning I can't take any more of your pills They hold my head up But still it feels so wrong I can't believe the price that I've paid For this chemically-induced perceivably ideal Take - it - with - a - glass - of - water day I need relief from this life I wanna slip away into the night Don't wanna see the sun again But can't get swallowed up by this tragic whirlwind I wish the ocean was warm I feel like drowning编辑于2021/04/26更新