i don't know how to love歌词

I don't know how to love - Scum
We're back to that
Are we back there
What about the past couple of days
They happened you know
I know that they happened
And they were wonderful
But they were also very irresponsible
I have a fiancé waiting for me at a hotel
Who's going to be crushed when he finds out
So you make love to me
And then you go back to your husband
Was that your plan
Was that a test that I didn't pass
No I made a promise to a man
He gave me a ring and I gave him my word
And your word is shot to hell now
Don't you think
I don't I don't know
I'll find out when I talk to him
This is not about keeping your promise
And it's not about following your heart
It's about security
What is that supposed to mean
Money What are you ta
He's got a lot of money
Now I hate you you smug bastard
Well I hate you
If you leave here I hate you
I don't believe that you can love me
I believe that i'm ugly
I believe that everything I love leaves me in the end
Cause I tried to steal you I tried to keep you
You ran away cause I got scared and oh
I don't know how to talk to you
I don't know how to follow through
Cause I just doubt myself in everything I do
I don't know how to love
Thinking about you dreaming of you
Everyday since you said you hate me
I can't breathe now I wanna leave now
My bed is a mess and My head is a wreck and
Telling you that I don't know
What I've been through
And I'm sick of your disrespect
And I'm I'm gone now
I'm gone now
I want it that way
But don't you take the easy way out
What easy way
There is no easy way no matter
What I do somebody gets hurt
Would you stop thinking about what everyone wants
Stop thinking about what I want
What he wants what your parents want
What do you want
It's not that simple
What do you want
What do you want
I have to go编辑于2021/04/07更新