I know I haven't called you 我知道自己没有告知于你 and it's been a few months since I tried to 哪怕几个月以来我都在不断尝试与你联系 Maybe I'm scared 或许是我的畏惧 I'll say the wrong thing 让自己口出误言 My apartment's been shaking 我的公寓摇摇欲坠 from the weight of a heart that's breaking 殊不知是自己的心濒临破碎 Pretend I don't care 假装着自己毫不在乎 but it's killing me 其实自己心知肚明会为此付出代价 I'd be happy for you 如果你说能够满足你快乐的另有其人 if you say you're happier with someone else 那我将会送上自己的祝福 But I'll be honest with you 但我还是欺骗不了自己 just the thought of it hurts like hell 因为只要提及 我便心痛不已编辑于2019/12/12更新